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Friday, September 29, 2006

my new t-shirt

my beloved jacket

nv update for one week le....ppl are urging me to blog so tat they can read oso....so today juz be a gd guy come and update....

Monday(25/09/06)

went to eat steamboat wif my sec sch aka soccer frens at marina south....didnt ate for the whole day to reserve the stomach go there eat until shiok....den all of us are enjoying....esp some of them enjoy the crab the most....keep seeing them take crab to eat....den oso recall some sec life story while eating....thinking of tat really made all of us rmb tat sec life is great....the time all of us get together to joke in class....run down to play soccer during recess and after sch before remedial starts....all those wonderful moment really is great....after tat juz went bowling to have some fun and relax....return hm not long after the bowling....oh yar....i bought a very nice jacket and a t-shirt before going for dinner....it's rather nice and total expense was ard 60....but it's worth it....

Tueday(26/09/06)

juz did nth at all the whole day but slack and rot at hm....

Wednesday(27/09/06)

went to play soccer in the morning and was rather tiring after tat....went for lunch and quickly return hm to slp cos very slpy....

Thursday(28/09/06)

a very memorable day....went to help celebrate one of my best fren bdae....woke up at 11.30 den went to heartland mall to buy wrapping paper to wrap the present and a bdae card....after tat went to KFC to have some drink and oso wrote sth on the card....after tat juz took a bus to the place where i plan to celebrate her bdae....den have to reach early to go get a cake before she and her fren finish sch at 2....so the planned place is at han's and the cake bought is oso at han's....so bought the cake den went to somewhere to hide 1st to give her a surprise....bought a black forest cake den went to the nearby hawker center to hide waiting for them to go to han's....den when they inside....one of her fren give me a call to signal me to go in and give her a surprise....so i quickly put on the candle and lit it and we all sing her a bdae song....everything was going so smoothly lor....hope she like the surprises we all planned for her....

Friday(29/09/06)

went to play soccer again but becos today lesser ppl....so didnt play much but went to jog and workout at the end of game....very long didnt workout le....shall plan some time to go workout again....den go lunch and return hm to slp....haha....my life seen boring wif juz eat and slp....

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10:53 PM

Saturday, September 23, 2006

been part of club main com in the 1st place is a blessing and maybe an honour to be in back in a committee planning event and activities for student and club member....but soon i had a greater opportunity to build on my leadership comes....an chance to get into another main com during the election week comes when frens already in the committee asked me to join due to lack of ppl....such a gd chance came but i'm struggling between a committee where i can start off learning better leadership and a committee wif great personel where i can learn from....but cos i noe juz been nominated into a committee and quitting immediately after a few weeks shows tat i have no responsible....so in the end i reject the big opportunity....till before sch sem end....i still believe i made the right choice....a choice where i noe i can really work well wif the rest of the main com....

but today....i starting to regret wad i have missed....up till today....i still dun see the kind of commitment i saw from most of the ppl when they been asked how they committed they will be if they are elected into main com....seriously i myself cant say i very committed at all....but looking at other clubs having an event after another really makes me think....

"did i really make the right choice in the 1st place to remain in the main com??? will i do better if i choose the other choice???"

for me....maybe becos of my past experience as a leader in sec sch....my expectation can be very high....but i willing to lower down my expectation....all i wish for now is for every single person in the main com to really behave like a leader planning activites and event for the students....i dun ask for much....i not asking everyone to ignore their own things or work or own hols plan juz to plan activities and event for the students....all i ask for is juz spare a little bit of their time to come forward for at least a short short meeting to plan activities or event and a few days juz to be ard to oversee the event....well....though i not working and i cant understand wad everybody are thinking....but can u all spare a thought for me....can u think abt me looking forward to every single event and willing to help plan but in the end have to be cancelled or postpone due ppl working or going oversea....1 sem have pass and we have been main com for 1 sem....but how many event we held??? if exclude i.day den it will be none for the students in the sense of a proper event....

i dunno....i have no more heart to go think anymore....i'm trying to tolerate everything tat i could....at least waiting to see tat there's improvement and we can start organising event for everybody....pls let me see and realise tat i didnt make the wrong choice in the 1st place before my heart is dead on the committee....sorry i might burst into tears one day and maybe juz walkout on the committee....

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1:56 AM

Monday, September 18, 2006

how can life be more funny than the way it is now....previous 2 sem i'm busy wif work in fish & co and have not much time to go out wif my fren....but tis sem all of them have a work in their hand and i cant get a single soul to accompany out....while i still cant find any job to work except for maybe heading back to fish & co....well....actually i got work....my ex fish & co boss is trying to recruit me to centre point to work cos he transferred there already....but to think of it....i have set a mind not to work in F&B line in short term....maybe cos of all the unhappy moment i have before....but on the other side....since i have no work now shldnt i go back and work temporarily for the remaining of my sch hols....haiz....dunno wad to do sia

supp paper schedule is out....it's on tis fri....thx goodness cos can juz finish everything in 1 week....

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10:39 PM

Thursday, September 14, 2006

can u imagine u being the one tat receive exam result yest knowing u kena supp paper then today u fail ur basic theory test....tat kind of feeling sux big time....juz felt as though i'm in no man's land....a frog tat forever stuck in the well....

though i enrol into the sch theory klass....but i still pretty sad or sian tat i failed my 3rd theory test....well....hopefully the sch way of helping me can really get me a pass on my next test....

pls dun ask me y i suddenly so emo tis few days....but really life is sux for me now....nobody life and luck can be far more worst den mine rite now....i juz wish time can really turn back till the day i haven lost my luck and my confident....

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10:33 AM

ica: B
telesys: B
dmsd: C+
mobcomp: C
netinfra: F
jap: D+
gpa: 2.19

haiz....now heart is super heavy....expecting to receive a very impt sms tml abt my exam result....but in the end i received today....and guess wad....i failed 1 sub and i needa sit for supp paper to pass tat sub....the result i was pretty content wif....but becos of the supp paper tat's y make me sian 1/2 now....somemore tml i got basic theory test....it really affect my mood now....

seriously i've been searching for my lucky lady or luck for a very long time....i lost it since last yr dunno when till now....tat kind of unlucky burden is juz like a hard rock pressing on me....and i cant take it anymore....i need a breather....i need someone to really give me comfort, concern, and most imptly a hand to share all the burden and find back lucky charm....but sad to say i still cant find the one....the one i wish she can be refuses to be oso....

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12:05 AM

Tuesday, September 12, 2006

been sleeping day in and day out not knowing what can i do everyday....everyday is juz about waiting to go out or go sch for meeting....suddenly life's so empty....thur will get back my result plus taking BTT....so it will be 2 result at one go....

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2:44 AM

Saturday, September 09, 2006

back from E.O.O camp(esc subcom)....was a happening camp and it passes juz tat fast in a blink of an eye....had so much fun with the helpers, main com and the campers....but good things always have to come to an end....but we still crave such a wonderful moment into our mind....hope we can really have this kind of camp or fun together real soon, although i noe next sem week zero ETC camp will be great too....

3 gal came to the camp oso....basically is sabrina, edwina and someone else....was the first time able to lidat tok to them so openly....but the rest is quite nasty in words to make me embarrased....but anyway i try to avoid getting trap into the words....so in all really have a wonderful time spending wif her during the camp....but maybe becos of the fact....she dun seem like quite easy to tok to now den before....maybe becos trying to avoid gossip bah....

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9:52 PM

Saturday, September 02, 2006

exam and semester have come to an end....up ahead is a long long holiday break for all poly student....dun think will do well for netinfra and maybe mobcomp paper....hopefully wont result in supp paper....been quite some time didnt blog le....and ppl are complaining and asking me to update....haha....surprise still got ppl read my blog though nv tag....

though now hols le....but no plan ahead in wad to do during the break....no intention to return back to work at fish & co either....coming mon will have i.Day den after tat is a long break wif nth to do and no planning in wad to do oso....haha....haiz....before exam feel life sux and stressful cos of sch work....but now break liao suddenly feel life is so empty wif no aim or plan....

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7:04 PM